Equinox

I'm truly amazed by some people's expectations.
Half of them have no idea what they are doing.
Others do things without even thinking.
And others do what they believe is right.

I know what I want from everything and everyone. I sometimes even try perfecting the mistakes people make, changing them, making them right. Somehow not wanting to be in that position, the position I was in before. Where your darkest nightmares came true, where you have no idea where you are, you're like a lost soul, trying to find their way back, but they just can't or they're just not trying hard enough.
There are no answers. Only questions. Why?, How?, When? Why me?
I know that no one can be perfect, no matter how hard you try you'll always make mistakes. It's life, tough? I know, but remember, it wasn't meant to be pleasant, It was a punishment.
I sometimes even hate it how some people can be so careless. They don't care about how our world is slowly getting destroyed every day. I mean we have so many beautiful things around us and think, if you destroyed the things you loved most, then you ended up with nothing, absolutely nothing. What's going to happen if we end up with nothing? Will you care then?

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