I can no longer shout or scream. I have lost my voice.
No one can hear me. No one will ever be there.
Who am I supposed to run to all the time?
All those backs are turned on me. Is it maybe time that I turn my back on the whole world?
Either way I fee like I'm losing everything. Everyone walks away.
You know, it'd be nice to know that someone has entered your life and they are willing to remain there forever. It's nice to know that you're not always the one being left behind.
How much longer am I going to dwell in this darkness of dolor?
The only things I feel right now is despondency and emptiness. As if my stomach is being burned, stabbed and punched repeatedly.
Never in my life will I ever rely on a person, I'd rather be alone than to be hurt repeatedly.
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