Vulnerable.

You and you're memories are all coming back again.
To break the walls I've built to keep you out.
Out of my head, out of my site, out of my memory, out of my mind.
I can't say I don't miss you, you were everything I desired after all.
But all you did was get what you wanted and then walk away.
Leaving me with unhealed gashes. F.A.G
I might be a little bit afraid. Afraid of nearly everything this life throws at me.
Vulnerable.
Thinking, Dreaming or Hearing anything about you is unhealthy.
You need to stay out, you have to stay out of my head completely.
I'm way better off without you.
And you probably already know that.
You know I need you, I always do but I'm holding on very hard so I don't end up throwing myself at you again. ever again.
But I know I will. So be ready.

x.