2010

As I lay these words down. I remember my life in the past year.
I remember great moments, precious memories, amazing achievements and horrific scandals.
I gained some new, wonderful friends. And I lost few ones. I finally came to my senses. The fact that in order to make myself happy, I need to put myself first before some assholes, who seem to take advantage of my love and abuse my trust. I no longer care about people and their insecurities. The ones that were never there for me, will never be. And the ones that are, I know them and will cherish them. I don’t believe in second chances, because I’ve given out way too many, and have never seen an improvement., these people will never change.

Apart from that now, everything was great. Although I got into a few relationships that didn’t work out so well in the end. But yet again, none of it was my fault. I tried keeping these people sane and trying to hold them in my life for as long as possible. And then I gave up. I walked all over them, just like they did to me. But slightly worse. My revenge tasted sweeter.

School was a hole, like always. But he was no longer there. So I felt more relaxed.
I ended up getting into a few fights and arguments, and won them all, so that was good for me too.
Gosh, how I hated that place. I would spit on everyone there if I had the chance.
But who cares, I had my good friends, who were always there for me. One of the major reasons why I didn’t leave that school earlier.
I achieved alot, and aced my school certificate. My formal was amazing, everything went as planned. Not to mention that I won $1500 on the night, and came first place in state in a song writing competition.

Long story, short. I love 2010. Changed me in so many ways.
Thank you for the recovery.

x.