Outcomes

It is so exhausting, knowing that everything you have done for a person will eventually go to waste. People can barely ever be pleased and they are always wanting more. They always want what they can't have. I have never felt so isolated in my life. This year had been the toughest year, considering the fact that it involves alot of isolation from he outside world, to gain time and take care of studies in order to meet certain expectations. I climb as high as I can because people encourage me to and all I get in the end is how "dominating" I've become and how I've been putting everyone below me. Doesn't the road of success involve stepping on others in order to get as high as you'd like to be? I can't just simply fade into the background and expect to be suddenly noticed by someone out of the blue. I have to make sure that people notice me and take me seriously for who I am. I have come way too far to fail now and if that leads to a few broken hearts then be it. Life goes on and people gain more insight of their lives every day. The next time someone tries to express their so called "ungratefulness" towards me, I will simply shut them out and continue being my confident self, as i climb my way up that fucking ladder.