9/9/2009

Muaahahaha it's the 9/9/2009.
Believe it or not, number 9 is my favourite number.
It's cool.
I recieved my elective sheet and I chose Visual Arts and Drama.

Anyway i'm not here to talk about my electives.
I'm here because I'm bored and I like blogging on this thing.

So yer, I lost one of my most precious friends, i really did love him, he was absolutely amazing.
He made me smile all the time, he was always there, he kept me happy, he made me stop worrying about unimportant things.
He even loved me, and I appreciated he’s love, but it didn’t last.
It was probably because of that stupid so called “complication” of mine.
The “complication” most people know of. I didn’t want him and he knew that, I wanted someone else, someone that meant the world to me, someone who satisfied me. I feel so selfish; all I thought of was myself and how to get my happiness back. I made him feel the pain I felt, I told him horrible stuff.
I regret it now.
I wish I could re-claim his friendship, his honesty, his trust, his love.
I will do anything to get this amazing person back.
I miss you A.