Don't you dare go down.

Fuck everywhere I look, it seems as if, everything is crashing down to pieces.
How could I possibly keep up with everything.
Some of you took my love for granted and even abused my trust.
Some of you are out of my life, forever. I don't even know how I can look at each one of your faces, without feeling sick.
Is this how things are meant to be?
Being so abstruse to a point where confusion is created.
I don't even know what's happening to me anymore.
I see the worse in everything. I fuck shit up all the time.
And why? Because none of you were true. None of you.
These are my decisions. Now stop fucking with my mind.
There is no longer a freedom of forgiveness, once you fuck things up. That's it.
Do not expect a second chance.
People want to change the world. But none of you is willing to change. So how is that going to work?
We are are all selfish, our hearts are filled with hate for eachother.
I don't even know what to do right now.
So I'll just stay where I am.
Nothing, but darkness ahead of me.

x.