I'm truly amazed by some people's expectations.
Half of them have no idea what they are doing.
Others do things without even thinking.
And others do what they believe is right.
I know what I want from everything and everyone. I sometimes even try perfecting the mistakes people make, changing them, making them right. Somehow not wanting to be in that position, the position I was in before. Where your darkest nightmares came true, where you have no idea where you are, you're like a lost soul, trying to find their way back, but they just can't or they're just not trying hard enough.
There are no answers. Only questions. Why?, How?, When? Why me?
I know that no one can be perfect, no matter how hard you try you'll always make mistakes. It's life, tough? I know, but remember, it wasn't meant to be pleasant, It was a punishment.
I sometimes even hate it how some people can be so careless. They don't care about how our world is slowly getting destroyed every day. I mean we have so many beautiful things around us and think, if you destroyed the things you loved most, then you ended up with nothing, absolutely nothing. What's going to happen if we end up with nothing? Will you care then?
x.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Monday, November 9, 2009
Moving Forward
I fell down, I got crushed, I fell apart and I bounced right back up.
I feel really good knowing that I'm fighting the pain and I'm winning. I've grown not just strong enough to bare it, but strong enough to destroy it and destroy anyone who would try bringing it back.
It's not that hard to locate the truth anymore, I now know what I'm doing before even I've began doing it. Another thing, the truth never set me free so I just did it myself. I'm slowly re'claiming my happiness, thanks to my friends and who ever else, that stood by me through this, I will always be there for each and every one of yous. Thank You.
This could really be the end, but it's only the end of your presence. You will take a huge part of me with you, and it will remain with you forever. But it is also a new beginning for me, the right way for me to do things, my way, not feeling like someones holding me back. Having freedom, enjoying freedom, loving freedom.
The End. X
I feel really good knowing that I'm fighting the pain and I'm winning. I've grown not just strong enough to bare it, but strong enough to destroy it and destroy anyone who would try bringing it back.
It's not that hard to locate the truth anymore, I now know what I'm doing before even I've began doing it. Another thing, the truth never set me free so I just did it myself. I'm slowly re'claiming my happiness, thanks to my friends and who ever else, that stood by me through this, I will always be there for each and every one of yous. Thank You.
This could really be the end, but it's only the end of your presence. You will take a huge part of me with you, and it will remain with you forever. But it is also a new beginning for me, the right way for me to do things, my way, not feeling like someones holding me back. Having freedom, enjoying freedom, loving freedom.
The End. X
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