I look around me, I can't find anything that truly fascinates me.
I guess I just have no idea what I'm looking for, I don't know what I want.
Who I want, I just know that I haven't come across them yet.
Well I have, but that's a different story everyone knows.
I have everything I ever asked for.
All I want now is him. I want to be cared for.
I want that feeling that sends chills down my spine.
I want to be adored just like every other girl.
I might sound so naive, but the truth is everyone wants and needs someone who will make them their everything.
It's nice to know that there is someone who actually cares about you, it makes you worry less about other things.
From this I've lost everything, every time I even think, things might be different, they turn completely out of control and leave me empty again.
I'm always empty, even though people might see me as cheerful, happy, hyper, talkative and adventurous. I'm still not complete, I'm not overly happy.
I feel alone, like I'm not wanted.
I can't let my guard down for one second because of how cruel people can be, how they'd find any opportunity to destroy something so beautiful with their attacks and insecurities.
I just don't really know what to do anymore.
So I think I'll just remain empty.
