Red.

I'm not really sure what exactly I'm supposed to be writing.
I just want to waste time so I can hit the shower and cry in there.
Let the dye come out of my hair and turn the water blood red.
I feel so horrible, I'm trying my hardest to forget you.
You always linger back in my mind. Reminding me how you always took my breath away.
I'm just trying not to breakdown and lose control. Bring down my self-esteem once again.
I think I'll be okay though. I do miss you, but I'll do just fine without you. I just need someone to tell me that it's all going to be alright. That I'll wake up from this excruciating nightmare and forget you. Leave you in the past as you left me.
It's time now. I'm going.

Im wishing.

There is no words that can describe my hatred for you.
No walls will stand in the way of my fists tonight.
You ruined everything now. What else do you want?
And do not think I'll sit back and just, simply watch.
I will destroy you. I will make you choke on your own spit.
How can you even stand yourself. How can you do this to me.
There is no forgiveness. I hope you go back and rot in the whole you came from.
You're not needed here. And watch your back, I will stab you harder than you stabbed me.
Low lived idiot, I will laugh at you SO hard when you fail in life.
I hate you. Go die.

Prejudice.

I only have 3 minutes.
So here it goes.

No ashes burn as bright as the ones in front of me.
I'm standing here alone, under the crescent moon in the night sky.
As I forget them once again.
You will never be good enough anymore. You're pure filth.
I'll erase you, and I'll erase our memories.
I hope they haunt you. I hope you realize that once I fade into the darkness, behind the curtain of fog. I will never turn back again. I will look at you with red eyes. Filled with the anger I hold for you. Then fade.
These last 3 minutes I say my goodbye. So watch me become your worst nightmare. Watch me become everything you ever wanted and now can never have. You deserve nothing. Nothing at all. Goodbye.