Monday, March 29, 2010

Yesterday.

And I thought I had finally found someone to pick up the broken pieces.
What happened to you're my one and only? It was bullshit right.
I told you I needed someone with morals and who would stand their ground.
You told me there was still hope.
What hope?
The part where you gave up within the slightest idea of being hurt by something so worthless?
You showed me weakness.
How could someone give up on someone they love so easily?
I thought it was about the whole "we will fight together and will not let anyone come between us".
And now you let something so small push you away from me.
I am your loss and you have now realized that.
You are lost, confused and vulnerable.
You're inconsiderate and you did not weigh your options.
I won't come back in your arms, I'm sorry.
I need someone better, I agree.
But I am here for you and I won't hurt you.
That was my promise.
And I intend to keep it.

x.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Real World.

We can only appreciate the miracle of a sunrise if we have waited in the darkness.

This is new I guess, everything seems new.
It's as if the gashes are healing, completely.
Everything happened so quickly though.
I don't know why. My life just took a quick turn.
I'm still trying to get used to it, bit by bit.
Learn how to be happy again. Without hesitations.
Without the emptiness and the misery.
I guess it's pulling me out from inside.
I don't know if it's too good to be true.
So I guess I'll just let it drag me along.
Let's just hope it's worth it.

x.