It seems to me that I’m growing more careless.
The things that meant the most and the ones who kept me going are becoming somehow more unreliable.
I've advised those who needed my help, I gave them options to choose from and no one ever actually listened to what could've helped them.
They decided to go with the completely wrong choices, the ones that would make them become weaker and....wrong.
I've given up on that now, I'm more self sufficient than ever.
If you are not willing to take what's given from me to you, then don't bother asking for it in the first place.
And don't ever ask me any questions again, unless you can handle the answer.
I don't see a point in giving so much, getting people to really understand you and you never get anything back.
I'm not losing my generosity or anything. Life just seems much, much easier when you don't care.
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